I half heartedly, hobbled around shoveling bits of it in the driveway yesterday. It was the heavy kind that, if you don't get it up right away, sinks into itself all slushlike. I waited too long. James helped, and we did manage to get the front part done. So there's that.
I woke up to the news that we are up for 35 hours of snow, starting tomorrow afternoon. Up to 12 inches. Have I mentioned that I used to love snow? That it made me all warm and fuzzy and cuddle up with my husband-y? I detest it now. Give us some Spring already.
I am feeling,lately (who am I kidding, you all know me by now) really tired and worthless. I keep meaning to write a list of all the things I should do on a daily basis to help me get through the day with things to do. A good day is actually putting jeans on before James is off to school. I find myself wondering why is it the bank is calling? I answer and they are calling because, yes you sent in the payment...only you forgot to put the check in. Sure as sure, there it is, written out in the check book.
I appreciate the kind thoughts, the wishes, the hugs, the prayers. A lot of days they are all that keeps a girl going.
Nicole had her senior pictures (yes, late I am) taken last night with her best girlfriend. This is the girlfriend I have mentioned before. The one who is a daughter to us. They had a couple taken together and Nicole had some taken in her father's work shirt as well as a few with his senior picture. I chickened out of going at the last minute, claiming illness. Technically, I was not feeling well, but I usually don't let that stop me. I just didn't have the heart to watch. I think they will probably be beautiful... if I could only look at them.